Focus, ya slacker!

There been an awful lot of nothing here lately, I know. I haven't lost interest in my blogging so much as I've lost focus.

Now don't go feeling picked on, dear (imaginary) readers...I haven't just lost my focus in the blogosphere. I've lost my focus everywhere, with the predictable chaotic results. I have so many projects and tasks that I feel need doing urgently that I end up running myself in circles. It's so much easier to just do nothing, and damn near as productive. *sigh*

Days (weeks? months?) like these, I look at all the stuff in my house, look at the haphazard way I discipline my son, look at the incredible SNAFU that is my finances, and despair. I'm sure that there is some logical "babystep" way out of the mess of my life, but damned if I can see it. And even when I do glimpse it, just the sight of how far I have to go exhausts me. Some people look at a mountain and see a challenge they feel compelled to best...I look at even a steep hill and feel like going back to bed.

It's almost enough to get a girl depressed, if she were prone to that kind of thing. Good thing that's not me, eh.

(The above statement should be considered to be dripping with irony, for those of you who haven't caught on to my particular brand of craziness yet.)

Hopefully the amazing SPRING!!! weather will help me overcome these blahs...I'll work on the focusing thing soon, but I've got some serious ass-sitting to do right now...